PDV's Eyes of Dissent Interview

JS: Thank you so much for this. I really appreciate your time and
participation. I’d like to conduct this interview in a
written manner so that I do not misquote you or misrepresent what
you say in any way. I feel it will better keep the integrity of the
over-all piece and certainly your convictions this way. I hope this
is okay. I do want you to know that there will be no commentative
or judgmental remarks in postscript, the quesns will be printed as
they appear below along with your answers. Our magazine does not
censor so please feel free to express yourself in any way you
choose.
Mr. Valentine, I want to thank you so much for taking the time to
participate in this interview and share with me and my readers your
views and philosophies. Would you mind just telling us a little
about you, your life and everyday activities, perhaps what you do
for a living?
PDV:
First off, Joshua, I must thank you and your publication for your
interest in anything I have to say.
Now then, my life...
• I was born in Bennington Vermont at 2:28 P.M. on January 8,
1956 and grew up about eleven miles west in a small town on the New
York/Vermont border. I graduated high school in 1974 and attempted
a few stints at universities here an abroad, none of which ended in
degrees. Though my I.Q. test result was a mind boggling 179, the
fact that I can’t count past ten without removing my shoes
and socks speaks volumes.
• I have Two brothers; Brian (55) and Mark (46). Brian is one
of the coolest people on Earth and Mark can’t die soon
enough. Little bastard... My half-sister Michelle (39) lives
somewhere in Idaho and I last had contact with her in 1997.
She’s beautiful, intelligent, and apparently never quite
grasped the concept of leaving a forwarding address.
• I have nine living children (two non-biological, Liza and
Carrie ). My first daughter (Amanda) died when she was ten, and we
lost Danni in 2004 when she was twenty-four. My son John Paul (12)
is the youngest and my only boy. His birthday is the day before
mine.*
• I’ve spent many years traveling/living throughout the
U.K. and Europe in general. In fact only my son and two daughters
— Amanda #2 and Cole*
— are American.*
• In 1983 I moved to New Haven CT (easily the second smartest
decision I’ve made) and I was there until 2001 before
relocating to MI.
• I’ve been married five times (widowed from my first).
One happened because, well... it was the 80s, I was in New Haven
CT, and Yale University had the best LSD on the planet. After a
night I’ll never remember (but one which a friend —and
drummer for a very famous metal band — threatens to expose
photos of) I awoke with a ring on my hand, looked over at a girl
I’d never seen before, and thought “God I hope she
speaks English...”
There’s more but about now I can literally hear
snoring.
JS:
Secondly, I’d like for you, if you don’t mind, to
briefly describe your religious beliefs and convictions. Do all the
members of your family share them?
PDV:
I‘m an atheist and skeptic. Nevertheless as an occultist
(yeah I know - oxymoron) I believe in what many call the demonic.
Obviously as an atheist I don’t suggest they‘re nasty
little denizens clawing at hapless Christians from the pits of
Hell. What I do believe is that they are me, my family, and my
friends from a parallel universe who have the knowledge and ability
to occasionally connect with me and help when I’m in need.
Quantum physics is the occult‘s best friend.
My wife is a believer in God but not a Christian. My children range
from atheist to Jewish to Christian. Thankfully none are
Scientologists because, well, I’d have to kill
them.
JS:
How do your beliefs differ from institutionalized Satanic
organizations such as The Church of Satan or the Temple of
Set?
PDV:
I think what I said earlier gives an idea as to how my beliefs
differ from the Church of Satan. Also, The Cos represents a
neo-fascist/borderline Nazi attitude, especially when it comes to
any individual they feel doesn’t fit the
mold.
JS:
Do you have any respect for these organizations and their
leaders?
PDV:
The Church of Satan is a group of social pariahs and misanthropes.
It’s as simple as this: racist atheists playing dress
up.
I’ve
not had much association with the Temple of Set within the last
decade, but I respect Dr. Michael Aquino and his wife
immensely.
JS:
I know that you have issued an invitation for debate to Peter
Gilmore, the high priest of the Church of Satan, has he accepted or
acknowledged your request? I personally would love to see an
uncensored, lengthy and honest debate between the two of you. I
imagine it would be quite fascinating and thought provoking. There
seems to be some bad blood between the two of you but I have
unfortunately found very little information on why, would you tell
us about that?
PDV:
Peter Gilmore will NEVER debate me. He and his flock have spent
years fomenting lies about me that (which?) are easily proved
wrong. Why? Shall I start with the fact I was never afraid to shine
the light of reality on the CoS? NOTHING Anton LaVey (Howard Levey)
offered was original. He was an unemployed loser who wanted to make
a fast buck and wasn’t afraid to steal the material of others
in an attempt to appear more intelligent than he was. Peter Gilmore
(being the proper sycophant he is) can’t use the toilet
without thinking to himself “What would LaVey
do”?
JS:
I remember from past interviews that you grew up in a Christian
household, more specifically I believe you said Catholic; at what
point did you find your true spiritual path and how did you
discover it? And do you have a dislike or mistrust with
Christianity or other religions?
PDV:
Actually I was forced into a Catholic upbringing by the female who
gave birth to me. My father was a Lutheran who felt God was best
spoken to alone. Preferably in the woods. I was in a Catholic
School until ninth grade, but my belief that anyone ascribing to
ANYTHING the bible said was retarded pretty much cemented my
finishing up in the public school system.
JS:
What do you think of New Age, Gnosticism and
Wicca?
PDV:
Silly. Especially “New Age” and Wicca. Anyone who puts
stock in crystals, Ouija boards, tarot cards, etc., needs to be
watched.
JS:
I’ve seen talk shows in which you have participated, but
weren’t really allowed to fully express yourself without
interruption or judgment, do you have some resentment about this or
regrets participating in what might be construed as blindsiding
smear tactics against you?
PDV:
Not at all! The beauty of a free society is the luxury an
individual has to voice his/her opinions. Have some hurt? Of
course. And many have infuriated me. Nevertheless it’s a
small price to pay for the ability to speak one’s
mind.
JS:
On a Talk Show you attended, Kelly & Co., you mentioned a
specific belief in demonic forces and that you utilized them in
ritual. This is very different from the LaVey crowd, who for
example, don’t really acknowledge an actual force. Do you
believe in actual demonic entities, spirits or any sort of
supernatural creatures? And if so, do you work with them in
ritual?
PDV:
As I mentioned before, I believe that which I originally chose to
call the “demonic” world (basically for the shock
value) is a parallel universe. Now when I first spoke to
theoretical and quantum physicists about their mathematical
“proof” of such things, I began to think that this
could explain experiences I’ve had throughout my life, and
several years later I’m extremely comfortable with the
interpretation I’ve embraced. Again, I believe that in this
universe (one of many) we all have duplicates that for the most
part are unaware of our existence, yet every so often there is the
right conflux of situations and/or energies which allow contact.
Each time I’ve experienced it, the encounter initially
presents itself as an extremely heightened sense of being watched
and then my instincts start screaming; more than likely because
these events most often occur in times of potential peril and
intense emotional turmoil.
I rarely see anything, but when I do the image is always
peripheral. Ninety-nine percent of the time it’s me as an
adult or a small child, and occasionally I glimpse my late first
wife Jennifer and our deceased daughter Amanda.
Is this going to give the armchair psychotherapists fodder, or
what?
JS:
In past interviews you have stated that you absolutely do not
practice ritual sacrifice; what do you think about people that do?
Are people that participate in human or animal sacrifice actually
Satanists or something else?
PDV:
Where humans are involved It’s murder pure and simple and
people who do participate are criminals. With chickens it’s a
tad iffy because I’m a proud carnivore (though if I ever
walked through a slaughterhouse I’d probably curl up in a
fetal position and suck my thumb). Still, the whole
“sacrifice“ thing is patently
idiotic.
JS:
You’ve also mentioned in the past your use of sex magic, is
this similar to the Enochian Sex Magic that Crowley wrote a book
on?
PDV:
Crowley was a disgusting, filthy, perverted fraud who should have
been killed at birth. His absolutely worthless writings and the
groups elevating him (The O.T.O., etc.) have no place in a sane
society. Read ‘Leah Sublime’ and decide for yourself.
And his concept of sex magic? That was nothing more than
“fuck ‘em in the ass and make a
wish”.
JS:
Would you mind explaining what makes sex a viable tool for raising
energy and utilizing it in ritual?
PDV:
It’s fun? Look, magic (I NEVER apply Crowley’s
‘k’) is no more viable than prayer. I used the
“sex magic” thing to impress the pagan groupies who
would latch onto it - pun intended. No honest person would deny
that if sex magic had any legitimacy masturbation would be the most
potent form.
JS:
You’ve stated that rituals can have a theatricality to them,
do you get inspiration from entertainers or artists and if so would
you mind sharing who?
PDV:
Elvis.
JS:
What would a typical ritual be for you?
PDV:
Always putting my left sock and shoe on first. Seriously. If
I’m not paying attention and in the rare occasion I put the
right sock and shoe on, I have to take them off and do the left.
Obviously that says a lot about my fractured mental
state.
Look,
the only function a ritual (I prefer the term
‘working’) has is to stabilize one’s emotional
energy and the pinpointing of desire. No magic is involved
here.
JS:
Do you perform rituals on any specific days or for any specific
external reverences such as equinoxes or moon
phases?
PDV:
No. And if I ever got to the point where I did I’d hope
someone would put me out of my misery.
JS:
I am sure that you are aware of the growing attention that
conspiracy researchers and right-wing Christian fanatics are
getting for their outcry over secret societies such as The Bohemian
Club, Freemasons and so forth, what do you think about
this?
PDV:
I’m an honorary member of one of academia’s most famous
secret societies (have fun with that one!) and I say more power to
them! Fuck the fanatics. Of ANY stripe. Christian, Jew, Muslim,
pagan — they all suck. But please do not misinterpret that as
my being against holding one’s beliefs close to the heart.
But there‘s a very real and wide line between being
enthusiastic and a spittle-spewing fanatic.
JS:
Do you think there is any legitimacy to their beliefs of what they
call “Satanic” ceremonies being performed by members of
these societies or their allegations of wide-spread pedophiliac
trafficking?
PDV:
I’m someone who experienced both emotional, physical, and
sexual abuse by the female who gave birth to me until I was eight.
I’m sure you won’t be surprised by my belief that child
abusers should be killed. Though this shit happens far more often
in churches and mainstream society than it does (IF it does) within
occult/pagan groups.
JS:
These claims that Satanic rituals are being performed by the worlds
elite, politicians, industry moguls and so forth seem to be rather
ill-informed in that it seems everything people don’t
immediately sense is Christian (or whatever organized religion)
they simply call Satanic; for example the Cremation of Care
ceremony performed at Bohemian Grove. What do you think this ritual
is?
PDV:
Harmless. The mock sacrifice represents leaving the mundane
behind.
JS:
How does it make you feel when people just call whatever they
don’t understand “Satanic?”
PDV:
Until the Republicans took power and school boards started
questioning the reality of evolution I never really gave a flying
fuck of a rolling doughnut about what the unintelligent,
ill-informed, and unwashed of society thought. Now I work hard to
educate people to the reality of science and the dangers of
becoming sheep.
JS:
Are there any stereotypes or flagrant misconceptions you would like
to dispel?
PDV:
My LIFE dispels flagrant misconceptions. Seriously. Look, I’m
a great and loving dad who has never screamed at or struck his
children. Nor could I ever even imagine molesting them. According
to “experts” I’m a prime candidate for just the
opposite. Also, despite my decades of being waist deep in the
occult, I prefer daylight and bright colours. And! I love
Christmas.
JS:
Thank you again for taking the time to share your thoughts, beliefs
and views with us. I appreciate it very much, thank
you!
PDV:
I’ll leave with this line from Miracle on 34th street:
“Faith is believing in things when common sense tells you not
to.”
Just
don’t abuse it.
*Since
this interview was published in January 2007, my family has been
altered dramatically by the birth of three sons and the death of
John Paul.
*In
the original version I didn’t mention Cole because at the
time I hadn’t received her permission.
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